Sometimes I have to remind myself that it was real
I stare at your pictures and look in your eyes Searching for a sign of falsity Finding nothing but love I need to believe that’s what it was That it was something special Something of five lifetimes Something that left a mark on you As it did me. I drive by your house Do you do the same? Not sure what I’m hoping to find But it isn’t there yet. I wonder if you think of me Am I a fond memory Or a sad mistake? Am I a reminder of when you could be who you are? And do you miss those days? Or have you found happiness in captivity?
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Smoking cigarettes and listening to vinyl
That was our routine It may not seem like much But it was everything to me Dreaming of a day Not so far away Where I would share your name It may not seem like much But it was everything to me Holding you while sleeping Nursing you through bad dreams Waking in the morning to eye lid kisses and happy smiles That was our routine It may not seem like much But it was everything to me You up making coffee As I slept in our cozy nest Walking to your car as you left for work Whispering I love you Kisses on my forehead It may not seem like much But it was everything to me Looking up at stars so bright That night outside the cabin Cold to the bones Looking for the big dipper Black sky moonlight It may not seem like much But it meant everything to me The time I got with you Waking up to something new Loving you with all I had It may not seem like much But it was everything to me. |
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